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rick315875 65M
13314 posts
11/17/2019 2:23 pm

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11/18/2019 2:10 pm

infected


I don't understand why I couldn't get through to them why they don't hear why do they not listen they told hate and violence was the answer to all the problems in my life so I believed them they said hate this one hate that one they are the cause of all your troubles they are the ones that make the world around you the terrible place that it is I believed them I couldn't see the problem was within myself hate and violence had been created within by what someone else had said and I listened the hate and violence within them had spread to me they had infected me I fell into a life that surrounds me with misery I didn't even know that I was drowning in anger hate and violence I was dying from a disease that I had caught from someone else who infected me with a deadly virus that was killing me I don't understand why I can't get through to these people why they don't hear me why don't they listen they have been infected with the disease of hate and violence and in the end it my life I could have listened to the cure of this insidious plague that now runs through runs through my life I could have been cured of all my anger hate and violence if I had only listened peace and love kindness and understanding was the cure I didn't listen and so I died a horrific death of pain and suffering!

https://youtu.be/ET3-t1jFmo0



jswish0330 36M

11/21/2019 6:28 pm

More often than not, people don't want to listen. It's not that you aren't saying the right thing, it's that they don't want to hear what you have to say. If they don't listen then move on!


rick315875 65M

11/18/2019 2:10 pm

    Quoting chiptopbottom:
    If you want to Free yourself pursue an understanding of Love.
    Who is Love?
    If Love was a person who would Love be?
    What would be true about the person of Love?
    What you will find if you chase the answers is the Love who will never ever let you go
Very deep words my friend. Isn't that what we all hope for that love will never ever let us go but shall always welcome us with open arms!


chiptopbottom 62M

11/18/2019 5:42 am

If you want to Free yourself pursue an understanding of Love.
Who is Love?
If Love was a person who would Love be?
What would be true about the person of Love?
What you will find if you chase the answers is the Love who will never ever let you go


rick315875 65M

11/18/2019 2:31 am

    Quoting Heathen_G:
    Odd that you think your own hating, and your own being violent, is other peoples fault.

    Take responsibility for yourself.
What the story is about is I was watching the movie " American History X". It's about this guy that learns the hard way that peace and love Is The Answer not hate and violence. So I wrote something about it. In my own way that is. Sometimes I don't like to use punctuation. And sometimes I write in first person.


rick315875 65M

11/18/2019 2:12 am

    Quoting Heathen_G:
    Odd that you think your own hating, and your own being violent, is other peoples fault.

    Take responsibility for yourself.
In what I wrote I said " I could not see the problem was Within Myself". I recognized my inability to take responsibility for myself. But thanks for pointing it out.


Heathen_G 65M
7974 posts
11/17/2019 3:29 pm

Odd that you think your own hating, and your own being violent, is other peoples fault.

Take responsibility for yourself.


rick315875 65M

11/17/2019 2:33 pm

a story about life


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